I just found out I have FOMO
And it’s been killing me
My doctor says I’ve got BPD
I swear it’s only ADHD
But honestly, it’s driving me mad
Sometimes I wish I could disappear
People say I should test for ASD
I’m pretty sure I’m just bored
Nowadays everyone’s got social anxiety
I’ve felt this way since I was a kid
I keep telling myself it’s just a phase
Watching this chapter never end
We pretend we’re gonna be okay
It’s been this way for over a decade
I wake up every day with the fear
That my depression’s in control
I go to bed every night
Hoping I won’t have to face it all again
I just found out I have FOMO
My doctor says it’s BPD
I still think it’s ADHD
I’d swear it’s just the drugs
I never want to be alone
I can’t stand my own company
(11/06/2026)
